- Location:The Swamp
- Mood:mired
- Music:squeakers
- Location:The Garrett
- Mood:dithering
- Music:meeple (mouse-people) squeaks
Then I recently had the (now weaned and nearly mature) young mice sexed by the vet, and it turns out Mini-Me is a boy. :/ So he has been ported to a neighboring cage along with his father Max. Now I have a bachelor mouse pad next to the girls' digs. I think Minnie and Mini-Me miss each other, but they're adapting and they each have company, at least.
Here's Mini-Me eating out of his food dish, which process entails him standing in the middle of it.
I'm dying of Kw00tons over here. ::grin::
And here's the mouse buffet I made, one for each cage.
This is a bit of canned cat food (for a dietary snack/change of pace), arrayed like mouse-pate on two little chopstick rests. Served in this form so they are less inclined to pile litter in the food bowl if they don't like it, which seems to be how they signal "yech! not to my taste!". Which you can see in photo #1: to the left of the food dish is a water dish with carrot bits tossed in, by which I learned they don't like carrots either. Picky little critters.
I am quite enjoying my Meeple. (Mouse People).
- Location:The Garrett
- Mood:busy
- Music:Leo Kottke
I didn't notice this. What I DID notice was two cats growling at something between them on the floor a couple hours ago.
Eeek. Errant mouse-baby. Who of course fled me as soon as I made the cats back off. Between a box and books, and now vanished.
I've set out a mouse-lure, some bedding with her mother's scent on it and milksop bread (weaning food), in a carry-box. Maybe she'll sniff it out and check it sometime, and with any luck I can catch her in there. Otherwise...
The riskiness of adventuresomeness. Sigh. I hope it's not a fatal mistake, but with 3 cats in the house and a spacious room (lots of room for bitty mouse to get lost in), I'm not optimistic at this point.
Good energy to you, intrepid mouse-baby. :/
- Location:The Garrett
- Mood:
tired - Music:oscillating fan
Minnie my rescue* mouse was apparently preggers. Tonight I spied a single white furred miniature Minnie scuttling around outside the mouse-house she nests in.
Oh no.
There should be more. But I didn't see any when I last cleaned the cage. Did I throw baby mice out in my sweep and toss of litter?
???
I don't think so. But there's not usually just 1. Were they burrowed into the nesting material I *didn't* take out of her house when I cleaned?
Sheesh.
I need to clearn the cage tomorrow. Am not sure what I'm going to find. No wonder she has exiled her companion mouse Maxi to the upstairs condo-bubble. No wonder she was squeaking like crazy all night long a while back (giving birth, wanna bet?)
My practical sister said, "we could feed 'em to the snake. He's due for a feeding."
Oh no!
But...I didn't plan on having a gazilion pet mice, either. or figuring out which babies are boys and getting them out of there before nature multiplies them on me again. Maybe they will survive in the wild if I let them go outside?
I feel like I have tribbles.
Sigh.
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* kept typing "recuse" mouse.
How Freudian. My mouse who recuses herself...
- Location:Mouse House
- Music:nibbling mouse
I live like a fucking church mouse. little personal income while I am pursuing my art. Living from the largesse of supportive relatives. feh.
alreeady that's a prob for me, who has been independent oh so many years, but needs that support now, materialistiacly speaking.
so tonight one of the few nights I am in The Garret playing music by myself...someone comes and says, at odd o'clock, can I please tone it down.
ok.
a) - didn't realize it was hear-able where they are sleeping. gah. would never have wanted to disturb.
b) - I have spent the last 3 yrs + in *headphones* so as not to disturb peeps around me. You know what? I'm kinda getting tired of fucking headphones. (tonite was a rare excursion via *speakers*. Silly me.)
c) - I want to live where *I* dictate my local ambiance, and don't need to be slavishly bow-ish to the demands of Others. But right now I am in living circumstances where I AM perforce slavishy bowish to the demands of others. Hear me melting down right about now about that...
d) I don't have an immediate OUT, because that is dependent on my writing, and that is not going very quickly. GAH
FUCKING A.
If there is ANYthing that will push my BUTTONS it is exactly this kind of situation. Suddenly I am cognizant that this so is not MY space, my place, my energy around me.
Headphones/ Fucking A yeah let's just superglue them to my skull because at this rate I can never rock out (where others can hear it) at 1 am which suites my creative milieu. MY needs are chopped liver, yes yes admittedly they may be disturbing to others'sleep cycles but the fundamental issue is, I am not in a situation where I can NEGOTIATE what "me-space" looks like.
Fucking A. Or did I say that already.
Snarly, over here. beyond perturbed about living space boundaries.
This is the kind of thing that makes me leap in a car and move 2,3 states away. Believe me, I've done it before. Unfortunately, at the moment, don't have a car. If I did, my nose-out-of-jointedness would probably propel me down the road in the next 5 minutes.
sigh.
OK.
end lament for now.
I dont know how to manifest lots of liveable cash cushion WHILE I create art (book), or I'd be outta here in a hot second to pursue the creating away from....People.
Period.
AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGHHHH.
:(
and this, even while I'm grateful for the hosted space I have. Double ARGH.
:( :(
- Location:fucking wasteland
- Music:desert winds
Much devastation and some deaths in its wake 12 miles away, but it didn't veer any closer to us.
Much fun (ha) trying to collect squirrelly mice on short notice (to get them into carry-cage). . Their spacious permanent cage has too many hidey spaces. Sigh.
At least I had my sister along for the ride on this one.
Give me earthquake country any day, and just the need to stand in a door frame or hunker under a desk if/when things start shaking. Which, I might point out, is a RARE event that happens in predictable locations, not a COMMON seasonal weirdness that can strike anywhere the wind blows.
Gah.
- Location:The Garrett
- Mood:
tired - Music:birds, singing after the storm
Still written into a corner about the ending, though. Much tearing of hair and navel gazing over here, need to sort out plot issues. I *have* an ending, but I don't like it, so it doesn't count. ARGH. Can't have it.
Must find my Genius around here somewhere....
- Location:at sea. far at sea.
- Mood:tense
- Music:wind storm. how appropriate.
Got a mouse tossed in a couple days ago which it chased around in a sluggardly manner, but eventually disdained (not hungry yet?), leaving a rather distressed mouse cowering in the corner of the snake tank.
I am now the proud owner of a mouse with a new lease on life.
:)
- Location:Nesting
- Mood:
content
From an article about Clinton's visit to Japan, her first call as SecState:
>>Last week, she had warned North Korea against any "provocative action and unhelpful rhetoric" amid signs the Stalinist nation was preparing to test fire a missile capable of reaching the western United States.<<
(full article here: http://news.aol.com/article/clinton-warn
Excuse me? "Stalinist nation"??
We rarely called communist or socialist countries that even at the height of the Cold War.
What an odd construction.
Semiotics at work. Not as overly condemning (to American readers) as saying "communist", but still clearly labeling the same.
I must pay closer attention to if/how our rhetoric regarding North Korea is shifting in the media.
Very interesting.
- Location:drydock
- Mood:thinkish
all train wrecks ocurring on schedule, should reach that elusive climax imminently nonetheless!
still looking for that XOR, I guess...
Can I hold my breath for two days and find out?
Holding breath now.....
- Location:Grounded on an odd planet
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:aircars
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXgJBzUv_
If you don't speak Japanese you might want to read the lyrics first, here:
http://www.lyrics.s7r.pl/movie.php?id=Nr
- Location:The Warrens
- Music:Beethoven's 5th, of course!
Mired.
Do I:
- have a knock-down/drag-out with the security dude we hate?
- confront the management and make demands about getting my gf outta there?
or
- just take the girl down the road to my joint and let my boss there deal with the fallout?
hm.....
actually given the character that I am in this scene there's probaby only 1 right choice but it entails more writing than I want to do right now.
grrrr....
off to see who hits what.
- Location:far side of the moon
- Mood:cranky
- Location:Space
- Mood:sleeping
I have been so angry for the last many years of having my country hijacked and driven into a ditch by those, those..."people" in office.
I feel like I just got my country back.
Wow.
- Location:Lost in Space
- Mood:awed
in response to my last post about social marketing, babytoaster asked such a great question, and I gave such a lengthy answer, I think it actually deserves its own post. so here it is.
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I think the most empowering way to approach this is, for starters, to forget about classic definitions of being published. Those definitions de facto mean that you look to the established system to select your work out of the mass of works there, and elevate it to a place of public visibility, after which people will buy it (or be exposed to it). By this definition anything "else" is "less."
However, this is the model that is undergoing such radical shifts right now that entire media empires - from the Wall Street Journal to Random House to music industry companies - are reorganizing or collapsing all across the landscape because the locus of purchasing and media consumption has so radically shifted among the consumers.
That's us, who inhabit web-land and are interconnected in this manner.
So: ask yourself instead, "how can I get my work out to a large enough number of people that it finds its proper audience?" In the new model, once that happens your audience will connect around you and your work, and *they* will "select it" once you have made it public. (This doesn't mean you can't also approach traditional channels to get exposure; it just means you're focusing on this new model and not just waiting for the traditional machine to "pick you" - buy your book, cut your album, franchise your comic, whatever.)
When your work gains some traction, then you have choices: monetize it, if you want green; pitch your works to established publishers because now you can demonstrate real buyers and demand for what you offer. Or just keep doing what you're doing, as an independent artist.
These are just details. What matters strategically is that you think in terms of a radically different business model.
Here is a great series of posts to read, not specifically about social publishing but about this kind of new business model for creative work:
http://dreamcafe.com/words/category/arti
Start at bottom of page, read the blog posts in order.
This is a 21st century artist's business model series of posts taken from a paper written by some new thinkers including Stephen Brust (astoundingly excellent sf writer) and his cohorts.
re licensing options, become familiar with the Creative Commons licenses (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/). That protects you as much or as little as you care to be protected, intellectual-property wise, and gives you the option to make your copyrights more permissive so that consumers can engage more personally and also creatively with what you offer.
- Location:drydock
- Mood:thinkish
- Music:Origa - Era of Queens
AH HA.
I've had a huge epiphany.
I have a trilogy in the works somewhere, but my publisher didn't like the sales of book #1. Although they've contracted for #2, they've asked me to write something in a different genre instead. I'm going to do that because I have a more pressing story I want to use that publication slot for, besides the fact that they don't care if they leave 2/3 of my particular fantasy saga untold.
Fans have asked, "where's the rest of the trilogy?" I could give them no joy - until just now.
I'm going to write it and distribute it *for free*.
Now, why would I do that and not just try to move it to another publishing house? Besides some tension between myself and agent about this work (agent also not enthused about it, not because of quality issues but sales figures). Here's the why. It is a conversation I come to belatedly myself, but I am perfectly in synch with this line of thinking about how our publishing industry is changing under our very feet:
Social Publishing.
This brilliant essay by Paul Hartzog sums it up: the old model was, 'select then publish'. The new model is, 'publish, then select.' He raises the interesting point that the top three Nebula award winners in 2007 were books all available in free ebook editions, before they appeared in print at all. And as we've been seeing more and more of in this genre, free books drive purchases of paper equivalents of same, and/or other works by that particular author.
So: I'll finish my trilogy and release it for free. Maybe it will just move a few copies. Maybe it will be like Accelerando with over half a million downloads. (!). Who knows. And it doesn't matter: it lets me get those books out of my system, brings closure to the story cycle, lets fans have a freebie that will fuel demand for my work across the board. I may even release them under a creative commons license so they can be picked up and easily reused/manipulated by others: again, that feeds interest in original work/author. Call it another one of my social marketing experiments. I'm already in the middle of 1 (regarding website/blog stuff), have 2 more planned for later this year; let this next be the book I write because I don't have to, in that morning hour before I do anything else. Wow.
I think I'm on to something.
- Location:The Garrett
- Mood:enthused
- Music:cat purring
This is going to flat-out squash vast swaths of YouTube content creators:
YouTube Now Mutes Videos With Unauthorized Copyrighted Music
I think I hear the screams of rage in the ether already.
- Location:The Bog
- Mood:
cranky - Music:frogs
